I wish i didn’t get my hopes up. It only leads to fucking tears when i do
Tonight was a huge set back from moving on. Like fuck. I dont want to deal with myself like this. I don’t want to deal with this at all. I know once i start crying im not going to stop. Fuck. Why do i have to be like this. Why do i do this to myself. Why cant i just love someone who still loves me and didnt happily move on and is in a relationship. That would be a nice change. Fuck.
It’s because im sick. It’s because im sick. Nothing else.
dumb people. dumb people. Dumb fucking people
I think I’m too forgiving
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